So here I am... in limbo, in a self induced reversed-coma, with a heart beat, a curious & inquisitive mind & a basket of shattered & incomplete dreams...
Bloodshot eyes, stringy hair, clammy skin & even an unsteady heartbeat... holding a huge mug of coffee while the Red Bull gets cold in the fridge...
My addiction to caffeine & being awake is being fed 24/7...
thoughts are running wild in my head...they want to know which one will be let out first... who cares?! there is no escape... just a temporary fix of the choice of caffeine at the moment...coffee, red bull, coffee, red bull... 4 hours of light sleep... hurry, wake up! Life is ending...Death is starting...wake the fuck up!
I opened my eyes just in time to see a dark light flickering in a near distance... far away close to me... feeding my starving fear...& slowly stripping me of a dying life... oxymoron is my life; contradiction is my death!
Death robbed me of the joy of living... the joy of living robbed me of my fear of dying...
Sleep is 4 hours & 2 minutes away from death...
Sleepless dreamer wakes up to sleep again!
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